Good grief Victor, you feel guilty, we GET it already. Yes, we do. No, really. No, HONEST we do. And, I might add, it just makes SO much sense to unburden your guilt and try to make up for it by... hiding yourself away and not even consoling the other people who are suffering. *headdesk*
I might have some further comment to make on the chapter if, y'know, it was anything more than WALLOWING IN WOE. Sheesh.